rest of the week at school was pretty uneventful - cant think of anything interesting that happened to be honest! boring school .. done some of the hwk, but to be honest reading Harry Potter seems so much more appealing for some very obscure reason !! wonder why that is!
Friday was Lucy's party which was pretty cool - watched Finding Nemo again .. hehee! its such a cool film! played badminton - me & laura played badminton for ages when everyone else went in to watch Hitch .. was good actuly. Music on Saturday kinda sucked - Mr Phillips can't come which seriously sucks, & just the whole rehearsal was kind flat 'cause of that. & theres stupid FUCKING Rosie .. shes fucking doing my head, she was so annoying today at the garden party & .. grr. .. shouldn't let her get to me, shes not worth it .. 5 baptisms at church today- wasnt as long as i thought actuly which was ok.
i feel so frustrated at the moment, by so many things. the parents are doing my head in, nothing in particular, just little things & Pants is up his own arse at the moment & won't shut up about how good he is at this & that etc. just does my head in really.& when i was talking to Laura earlier i wanted to be totally honest, but couldn't be 'cause i know it would've come across wrong, as me being harsh .. & .. hmm .. yeah.
a year ago i was in Peru, & i keep drifting off into daydreams about that - it was fucking amazing, i dunno, cant describe it to be honest. i think having a 'Peru' meal tomorrow is good though, although Will can't come 'cause he is on another WC ecpedition at the moment. i just wish i could do Peru all over again, & know were i went wrong last time & just make sure that don'e happen. i know i can't - just some of the things seem so stupid now ..
i watched the dvd my dad sent me .. its fran healy going round Sudan for 20 mins looking at schools & stuff. i mean, my dads not on it, hes refered to at one point, but you have to know .. hes on the credits - thats it though. i dont, therefore, understand why it upset me so much, why i felt like i've been missing a massive part of me .. & still am, but now i know that i am i really want that part. i dunno, i don't understand it myself.
5 DAYS TO GERMANY!!! & its going to be so amazing. should be great ! have 1/2 day on Friday so hopfully my wonderful mother will give me a lift home at lunch so i don't have to sit round at the GPs for ever! hm ... anyway, trig assignement to do ..